October 5:
Today my life began. My parents do not know it yet, I am as small as a grain of sand. I am a little girl. I will have blonde hair and blue eyes. Just about everything about me has already been decided, even the fact that I will love flowers.
October 19:
Some say, I am not a real person, that only my mother exists. But, I am a real person, with unique DNA and just as much a life as my mommy and my daddy.
October 23:
Today my mouth is just beginning to open. Just think, in a year or so I’ll be laughing and later talking. I know what my first word will be; MAMA.
November 2:
I am growing more and more every day. My arms and legs are beginning to take shape. But I’ll have to wait a long time before those little legs will raise me up to my mommy’s arms, before my arms will be able to gather flowers and embrace my daddy.
November 12:
My tiny fingers are beginning to form on my hands. Funny how small they are! But I will be able to stroke my mommy’s hair with them.
November 20:
Today the doctor told my mommy the that I am living just under her heart. Oh, how happy she must be! Are you happy mommy?
November 25:
My mommy and daddy are probably thinking about names for me. But they don’t even know, I am a little girl. I would like to be called Kathy. I am getting so big already.
December 10:
My hair is growing. It is smooth and bright and shiny. I wonder what kind of hair my mommy has?
December 13:
I am just about able to see. It is dark around me. When my mommy brings me into the world it will be full of sunshine and flowers.
December 24:
I wonder if my mommy hears the whispering of my heart? Some children come into the world a little sick. But my heart is strong and healthy. It beats so evenly: tup-tup, tup-tup. You’ll have a healthy little girl mommy!
December 28:
Today my mommy killed me.
